I was living in a dream
 Full of hatred and pain
 Someone I thought I loved
 Was not really loving me
 For Who I am
 For Who I have become

Half a decade I have wasted
 For that someone who never knew
 My worth as a human being
 As someone who loved him deeply
 For who he is
 For what he became
 One common day he left me
 And told me we could never be
 As I expected the truth that lies
 Beneath the reality of what could have been
 For who would love me
 For exactly who I am

More so I realized countless things
 From the years that have passed
 My heart was truly weeping
 My soul undeniably hurting
 For making myself believe
 That he would offer his love for me
 Realization came pouring in
 That the person I loved not only tainted me
 But hauled me down so low
 To the depths of despair
 For who am I to see
 Blinded by the word love?

My total being was scorched
 By the soreness of regret
 Bit by bit I lamented
 My soul was tormented
 For the disgust that I felt
 For the shadow that overpowered me.

As I went on with my new life
 I take in for questioning
 Stupid things I have done
 Where have I gone wrong?
 For the love of you I thought
 For the love of me I sought
 Hence, I did not expect
 Someone came along so swiftly
 A good friend I found in him
 That I promised to keep
 For the emotions he has shown me
 For everything that he has taught me

I began to become conscious
 Of the love my good friend made known
 Although my wits said no
 My heart wanted to struggle
 For I cannot love anymore, I say
 For feeling that my heart was worn-out

In the shortest of time I have seen
 The sincerity of my good friend
 He made me feel blissful
 Delighted with my presence
 For the time being I forgot pain
 For the moment I relieved my hearts twinge
 I could not deem myself falling
 So quickly after all the pain
 My heart was longing for him
 My good friend, I have certainly fallen
 For the reason that he is everything
 I have wished for my special someone to be

I was bound to let go
 Of the word love long ago
 But I knew I will never know
 If I keep on preventing my heart to see
 For I cannot conceal the glow from my eyes
 Whenever you are near my lips just smile

The magical moment came and you asked me
 If ever I could love again
 And you said could it be me?
 Out of the blue my mouth blurted out
 For my heart would continue loving
 For as long as I breathe

Every pain and suffering
 That I have experienced
 Have fallen into pieces
 I was hurt and tormented to be prepared
 For I will love again
 For I will love him

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